09 August 2012

Mopes and Beams


School, degree, write, publish. That was the path as I saw it when I graduated high school. I was going to spend another four years in a box, and when I emerged I would be given a magical scroll known only as "Diploma." Then with a wave of said diploma I could dazzle employers and publishers into providing every desire Velcroed to the inside of my heart. I would spend my days in a haze of book tours and bright lights. The world would bow before my prowess, and all would be well.

That didn't happen. School was expensive and often boring. It was full of people I couldn't stand. So I let my brain wander. It had lost interest in my life, so I sent it in search of something better. When it returned with an exciting new idea, I knew instantly that I was in possession of a top-notch noggin. Australia. What could be better for a jaded, self-important young lady than a trip to the Dreamland?

Nothing frees the soul quite like seeing the world. By leaving everything I knew, I gave myself permission to be different. Education is WHAT I learn, not how or where or when I learn it. Life is everything, everywhere, all the time, and the only true crime is not living it.

I emerged from my reawakening with two goals:
1) Return. Wherever my wanderlust may take me, Oz is my one true love, and I await the day we are reunited.
2) Business. Or, if you will, school, degree, business, freedom. Freedom in this instance taking the form of a bed and breakfast inn. The entrepreneur I didn't know lived inside is itching to get her hands on some accounts books; I am a confident cook and accomplished baker-ette; I have a head for numbers that drives my stepmother batty; and my smile could charm the pants off a mannequin. I really can't think of a better way to combine my scattered strengths. And who knows, maybe I'll still write that book.